Abortion

I was checking my Facebook page today and saw a post by Dr. Ty Adams that really disturbed me. It wasn't the content of the post that disturbed me, but the picture that was included on the post. You see, right there in the middle of the screen was a picture of a baby that was aborted rather late in the pregnancy. The head had been decapitated, the arm had been removed. You could clealy see that it was a completely normal baby boy. Instantly, I began to flash my mind to my son sleeping in his crib rather peacefully. I began to think about my son who was in the shower at the time. I began to think of the baby that I lost. A knot welled up in my throat. This is the second time that I have accidently stumbled upon a picture of an abortion that has been more cutting than a horror show. The first time was when I was researching side effects to my medication. I tried using the 'Bing' search engine for the first time. It had a section for photos that had to do with my medication. Right there was a picture of a baby being sucked out of a woman's womb. I could see the contents of her pregnancy in a container connected with a tube. I cried like it was my own child. Today, the picture was ten times as worst. That baby looked like a full-term baby. It hit right to the heart of my emotions. I am angry that Dr. Ty allowed that picture to be seen. I think she should have protected us and given us an option to click on the link if we wanted to see it. But, I applaud her for standing out on the issues.
The big issue is that our Federal Government wants to uses our tax dollars to fund abortions. I have to be responsible for what I do to my own body and to other people. I am angry because I don't want to be responsible for another woman's decision to murder her child. I think I have written this before, but the government is trying to turn us into mobsters who put hits out on precious little babies. Now I am not completely cold where a woman 'in trouble' is concerned. I know how devastating it is to be in a position where you are ashamed of what has happened and you feel as though you cannot support what has been conceived. It is indeed a frightening experience. I know that there is a ministry on the inside of me to provide hope to the hopeless. I also know women who use abortion as birth control and have no remorse as they walk into the clinic and have life removed from their womb without a second thought. Many frequent the abortion clinics several times a year and it is as natural to them as having a pap smear. God forbid that we have grown into stone cold murderers and our babies cry from the grave, "Why did you not give me chance to live?" The bottom line is that I don't want to pay for another woman's decision to abort her baby. She should pay for it herself. I fshe can't afford it, then she should use birth control or abstinence until she gets married. I don't agree with the people standing out in front of the clinics with their rosary beads cursing a woman's decision. I think that more solutions need to be given for the ones who do make a decision to keep their babies alive. I think that the church needs to step into position and be a change agency for the children that make it. We need to make sure that we find homes for those children that survive the holocaust of abortion. I know plenty of families who are childless and would love to have a baby. What do you think?

Just Plain Old Rebellious

I remember when I was a little girl, I seemed to flock towards trying my parents to see what I could get away with. This was inspite of the fact that I never got away with anything. I remember trying to swat a fly with a blue plastic bat and I broke the screen on the front porch. The hole was big and I nearly peed in my pants. After fleeing the scene of the crime and gaining my composure, I returned home only to see that all my siblings were lined up and were being interrogated. No one knew what happened and no one would confess to the crime. I held my peace. We all were put on punishment and everyone was mad at each other. After a few days, I realized that my buddy, Terry, had moved away the same day that the screen had been broken. So, I went to my father and told him that Terry did it and that he threatened to beat me up if I told on him. I got in trouble again for not telling the truth. Of course, you know my older sisters beat me up. I hid this lie in my heart for 20 years and it was killing me. I finally called my mother and father and told them what had happened and it was the biggest relief off of my chest. My father threatened to give me a spanking at 28 years of age. I laughed so hard. I don't do well with being sneaky or dishonest. I am punished when I do wrong or make bad decisions. I never get away with anything.

I say this to say that it is the same thing with this country. According to the Associated Press in Washington, D.C, there is a hidden mandate in the abortion bill that may allow the use of taxpayers funds to end pregnancies. What in the world? Did someone not think that we would find out? Why was this not publicly announced so that we could protest? I try to put myself in the shoes of women all over this world. Stuff happens and we all make decisions today that we thoroughly regret later on. The world seems like it is going to end when we are in the moment, but years later, we thank God that we did not carry out with the original decision that we had made. But, I think that it is like hiring a hit man when you use federal money to fund killing babies. I don't want that blood on my hands. I believe that if you want to kill your baby, you need to pay for it out of your own pocket. I don't advocate killing babies. I have two precious children and I value their lives. What would I do if I did not have them? I don't have much political sense. So, if anyone out there knows what I can do to voice my opinion and who I should voice it to, please comment.

It seems like this USA is becoming very obviously rebellious. Whatever is good is now bad. What ever was bad or wrong, is now good. We have had Hurricane Katrina and all her relatives hit us. We have had planes destroy the World Trade Center. Tornadoes are taking out peoples homes in places that are unusual. Crazy things are going on and this country is sleeping not knowing that it is a wake up call. The bible says that rebellion is as the sin of witch craft. I pray for God's mercy and grace. Be blessed!